What actually happened in Peru is difficult to put into words.  We visited many sacred sites and I did experience some direct teaching from the land and plants native there.  It felt, though, like bits and snatches of a picture, so I knew that I wouldn’t see the bigger picture until I stepped back from the experience.

Once I returned to the states and had moments to observe how I was different, I noticed a very interesting and exciting change for me.  It seems, since returning from Peru, that fear has fallen away …fear of others…fear of self…I can think of nothing that I won’t move into… freedom … freedom… freedom! Perhaps this is what Jhaimy meant when he said that the condor is about moving past limitations. It’s an interesting effect, and not a part of my original intent at all. Condor magick must have moved me. From this place things feel either “full” (heavy with meaning) or “joyful” or “present.” There really seems to be no other categories. The things that feel “full” might have provoked fear in the past, but I’m not even sure about that at the moment.